长篇鬼故事 - 死相

9.

刘旻真的死了，但和李蓝蓝无关，我害的。

请你相信我，我真的不舍得他死，我是被李蓝蓝附身的，真的。

那天早晨，刘旻连拉带扯地牵着我下楼，他左手提着我的衣物，右手紧紧握着我的胳膊，嘴里连哄带骗软硬兼施不停地唠叨，我知道他这么做是对我好，可不知为何心底的厌烦越涨越高。

我们别别扭扭地走到四楼时，看到3楼正在装修，电锯锤子吱吱啦啦叮叮咣咣，一块钉满钉子的木板被装修工人甩到门外。刘旻转头对我说：“呆会儿路过那里时小心点儿。”

“嗯。”我点点头，然后对他微微一笑，挣脱他的右手，然后轻轻地一推，他就死了。

当时李蓝蓝在我眼皮里笑了起来，我也跟着笑。确实有点好笑，你说刘旻怎么那么搞笑？楼梯转弯的地方那么大的空地他不去，偏偏连滚带爬地扑在那钉木板上，整个脑袋都扎得跟马蜂窝似的，鲜血跟泉眼儿一样，哗哗地往外冒，多好玩。

李蓝蓝是因为打心眼儿里对我好才死的，所以倘若别人对我好却没有死，那对李蓝蓝太不公平了，不是么？！

10.

没有人怀疑刘旻的死和我有所牵连，所以我依然茫然地活着。

我换了一家健身俱乐部，依旧教那些歪瓜裂枣的女人们练愈加。

我依旧在下班的路上数电线杆，在睡不着的夜晚数我爱过的男人，我爱过的第一个男人是个哑巴，第二个是某个在读研究生……我爱过的男人并不多，总共不超过9个，但我每次都数不完，每次数到第四个或第五个时，就觉得中间似乎漏掉了某个，然后无法遏制地从第一个数起，试图去寻找那漏掉的某男。所以，严格来说，我并不是在数我的男人时睡着的，而是在寻找某个男人时入睡的。

某个下午，我早早地来到练功房，距离开课还有半个小时，于是我百无聊赖地拿起一份报纸，一行一行数上面的字。那报道里有篇小豆腐块，说是某心理系博导最近走火入魔，非说人类像“冬虫夏草”一样存在第二种生命状态：白天是活人，晚上睡着后就变成死人。那个导师还自称曾亲眼看到过这样的人。

嘁，无聊。我翻到另一页，数里面小广告的数量，正数得高兴呢，却突然被一个嗲声嗲气的声音打断：“教练，我是今天新来的，以前在别的俱乐部练过，所以请您放心，我一定能跟上进度。”

我抬起头，和那嗲声嗲气的女孩同时尖叫了起来。

我尖叫是因了看到了她身旁的男人，穿着蓝紫色小花的衬衣，扬着厚厚的嘴唇。而那女孩到底在尖叫什么就显而易见了。

当时她死死抱着男人的胳膊，用嗲到发麻的声音叫着：“天哪！她怎么阴魂不散啊！她就是我跟你说过的那个瑜伽教练！就是睡着了跟死人一样没有呼吸的那个！你还记得吗？我跟你说过的，当时我们都吓傻了，明明没有呼吸了却突然醒了，我还以为诈尸了呢！对了！上次你送到瑜伽房那束勿忘我，也是她抢的。我都没好意思说她，还真以为自己多漂亮呢，是个男人送来的花都以为是送给她的……”

女人的声音越来越远，我愣愣地站在瑜伽房里，突然笑了。

笑得很大声，因为昨天晚上，我又成功吓跑了一个男人。

那个男人后来是这么对别人说的：

睡到半夜，我突然醒来，看到她以七扭八歪的姿势爬在床上，脸埋在枕头里。我觉得她这样睡肯定不舒服，就想帮她翻过身。谁知道她全身僵硬、冰凉。等我翻过来一看，原来她已经死了，表情都扭曲了，好像脑袋上扎了许多钉子一样……

是的，就像一开始说的那样，我死过，且不止一次。(完)

Introduce:If do not have a dream, morpheus and death are on perception did not distinguish? But, how do you know to after the person died, won't daydream? Qi! You had not died again! 1. Who says I had not died? I remember, I seem to had died, and more than. As to why to die, it is how dead wait detail a moment, forgot however. Even, whether to after dying, live to come over, also forgot. Anyway everybody thinks I am living still, then I am forced to pretend living. I everyday insomnia, fall asleep very hard, but I do not count a sheep. I count my man, begin from the first, according to order many a number continues, several a move in chess or a movement in wushu are worn was asleep. Those men, each I am complete ground of body and mind has loved, I and their acquaintance, mutual attract, date next, take him to come home finally or come home with him, next …… awaits him to disappear from the scene. The first my man is the student that a preparative take an examination ofing grinds, not be probably, but he is so tell me. I am read in those days big one, QQ just fashionable. We pass QQ understanding, next word of each other electrify, fall in love at first sight next, come home with him finally. I fall asleep in his bosom that evening, but when awaking, discover he disappears however into thin air, and be not heard of any more from now on. The service that the 2nd my man is a bar is unripe, probably he is the 3rd, I am written down all the time the teacher learns after all in not be clear about he and that who is prevenient who is hind, but this is not important. Important is, the first they and my man is same, be in disappear from the scene the following day. In fact, each my man later is such, decay of the meeting after this makes me suspect this is falling asleep becomes a devil, the man that sleeps every together with me eats work raw to swallow, resemble horrible movie in in that way. Because of this my fear Morpheus, count a man only, ability makes me loath fall asleep. I am counted one by one, drop when leakage a certain when, I can begin to be counted afresh from the first, be in everyday like me on the way home like several telegraph pole, miscount when I can be returned count again, my maths is bad all the time, this brings about me to want to waste a lot of time on the road that come off work everyday. But, in fact, my man is not much, do not exceed 8 in all, but I am not counted every time, every frequency goes to the 4th or the 5th when, feel among leaked it seems that a certain, next cannot ground of keep within limits rises from the first number, try to search that leakage to drop some male. So, strictly speaking, I am not asleep when the man that counts me, fall asleep when searching a certain man however. 2. The wife that I instruct Lie of a few crooked melon the jujube in club of a fitness does gem gal, inspiratory in the musical sound of soft beauty, expiratory