长篇鬼故事 - 怪谈之替补

可是我想念那些没有罪孽的过去，我想念那些纯真的痛苦。我想念自己真诚笑着的样子，它或许不那么漂亮，但也绝对不虚伪。我想念那些有时让我生气有时又会让我感动的同学，也许她们没有本事解脱我的困境。但是她们总是可以给我一分钟的快乐，我想念那些常常骂我不努力不上进的老师。我宁可他们瞪着双眼咆哮，也不想看见他们如今的冷漠和沉默，我甚至想念那间我曾经憎恨和厌恶的廉价租屋。里面住着的母亲再苦再累也不会抛下我独自离开……

是的，贫穷的确折磨肉体，但是它可以让我喘口气，不必借助药物才能入睡。我得到的真的比我失去的更重要吗?也许，我应该放弃，再重新作一次选择。

但那样的话，是否意味着我将失去刘成呢?——我苦笑，我得到他的唯一方式就是欺骗——永远的谎言。

这也就意味着我永远失去了他……

我胡思乱想着，直到睡眠来临。

“文雨?文雨?”一个熟悉的声音在耳边轻声呼唤着。

我睁开眼。看见一张熟悉的脸凑在眼前。

之所以觉得它熟悉，是因为我每天都在镜子看见它——那是我的脸!

“醒了?”

“我”微笑着。

“我在做梦吗?”我疑惑地说：“是的，我一定在做梦。”

“是啊。我们都在做梦呢!”那张脸靠得更近了，几乎蹭到了我的鼻子，我闻到一股奇怪的味道：“别太难受。其实罗薇并不像你想的那么无辜，知道她当年为了上位都做了什么吗?她伤害了很多人，而且害死了一个女孩子，一个和你一样年轻的女孩子……知道为什么她没有朋友吗?和你一样，她害怕自己说出来。她怕自己信任上一个人，信任一个人是可怕的，而猫，是不会说话的……”

我开始意识到和我说话的对象绝不是我自己：“你是谁?!”

然而从我的嗓子里发出的声音却是一声猫叫。

我惊呆了，同时发起抖来——因为我看见了自己的脚——那是一双雪白的、毛茸茸的、有着尖利指甲的猫爪!

我叫起来。但是我听见的依然是猫叫。

但对方却听懂了：“我是你的替补。”

“替补无处不在，它们就在你的背后，也许你能看见一部分，但是很多时候你什么也看不见。这是一个游戏，当你打算放弃你的人生而替补却希望得到你的人生时，游戏就开始了。事实上，这场游戏已经开始很久很久了。从有人类的时候就开始了，我也等了很久很久了，知道吗?我付出过代价，比你更大的代价——说实话，你的人生真的一钱不值，除了——刘成——是的。就是他，这也是我唯一看中的。你别觉得不甘心。你不配得到他，因为你不是一个懂得珍惜的人。你还应该感谢我结束了你的痛苦。而且给了你一次扳回的机会，前提是：你得有足够的耐性。还得能保住性命。”她的眼神渐渐狰狞起来：“猜猜看接下来会发生什么，”

我跳起来，拔腿便跑。

我的视线里充斥着既熟悉又陌生的角落，所有的物品都成为庞大的参照物，它们似乎随时会倒下来将我埋葬。

门是开着的，我一路冲出去，走廊变得很长，似乎没有尽头，我跌跌撞撞地跑进楼梯间，阶梯们弓着背，像一连串怪物，我飞快跑出公寓大楼。跑过街道……人类如此高大，他们目不斜视，我在他们的脚边窜过，我大叫，他们也大叫。并同时报以谩骂：

“该死的猫!”

他们一脚踢过来，我摔在地上，痛得几乎爬不起来。

我跑进一条肮脏的小巷。

夜色正浓。

巷子的深处传出一声令人毛骨悚然的低吼。

一只白色的狗走了出来。

它用一只眼睛看着我——剩下的那一边是一个空洞。

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