长篇鬼故事 - 死在我心里

chapter 16 死在我心里

三个月后。

“你的身体还很虚弱,怎么不多休息一下就跑来看我。”塔塔平静地说着。

“因为我很想知道,你为什么要杀死那些人。杀他们的时候,你只有十七岁,你几乎还是个孩子,你怎么变得那么残忍!”我说道。

“因为无聊,那段时间,我真的很寂寞。在他们的家里放窃听器,一开始,我只是觉得好玩才那么做。后来通过窃听器,我知道了他们的事情,我觉得,他们对感情都不诚实,他们就像我看的那些小说里的角色们,都有问题。我就在他们来到图书馆借书的时候,推荐他们看我引他们入局的那些小说。”

“就算他们在感情上犯了错误,也不应该被你用那么极端的方式害死。”

“我很寂寞,那时候,哥哥在国外读书,爸爸妈妈忙他们的生意,从小和我一起长大的你,也对我很冷漠。你可能从来就不知道,我有多喜欢你。我想,如果我能做出一些‘惊天动地’的事情来,你们一定会关注我的,说不定,会比从前多关心我一些。”

“所以,你解除寂寞的方式和引起别人关注的方式,就是不断地杀人?”

“我每一次杀死他们,就像杀死你一样。我好痛恨你对我的冷漠,每当恨你的时候,我就去杀死一个人,这样,就可以缓解我的不愉快。可是,你到最后,宁可喜欢一个网络上从来不曾在你真实生活里出现的乐文夕,也不喜欢我这个经常在你的生活里支持你、安慰你的人。这太不公平了。”塔塔的眼睛里含着泪水。

“其实,我的房间里,根本就没有摄录机,我也没有任何实质上可以证明你杀人的证据。我在插入朴至美身上的一把刀的刀鞘里发现了一片很微小的金片,而那个金片我还记得,是我过去送你的项链上才有的。后来又结合其他方面的线索进行联想,我才推测,凶手可能会是你。如果真的是你,当你发现我有你杀人的证据,你一定会来杀我。”

“所以,你就算不惜去死,也要把我送进监狱?”

“因为没有任何实质的证据可以证明你是连环案的凶手,但是,如果你真的杀死我,你就是实实在在的杀人凶手。你就会因为杀我而入狱。”

“其实,五年来,我都没有再杀过任何人,要不是朴至美在你房间里发现了有窃听器,我也不会去杀她。这五年来,我已经变得理智了很多。”

“可是,你还是乐此不疲地看着我们寻找线索,你要到最后关头,才出来把线索截断。你是在享受这个残忍的过程。我和心理学家Jerry咨询过,你这是反社会型人格。”

“就是毫无怜悯之心,凶残,冷漠。我也知道自己的这个特性,我始终在试图改善。”

……

“连环杀手,肢解,居然和文学爱好者,鬼魂说话,还有间谍有关,你确定,你遇到的事情是真的吗?你不是在做梦或者编故事?”mSN上,乐文夕发出了这样的疑问。

“事实上,这个世界原比你想象得还要疯狂,就看你能不能遇到。”这是我给乐文夕的回答。

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