长篇鬼故事 - 谋杀自己

19.落幕

乐儿是一个礼拜后从医院出来的。出院那天，天气晴好，天空一碧如洗，万里无云。

她手里攥着胡佑明写给她的信，信是胖警察从她的木质地板里撬出来的。警方已经给胡佑明的死亡定了性，这是一场预谋已久的自杀。

胖警察，这个害死她父母的凶手，七年后，竟以一种奇怪的方式，阴差阳错地在另一起案件中被逮捕归案。她下的毒，她杀的人，她的密谋，到头来在警方的档案里居然没有留下任何蛛丝马迹。

乐儿茫然地站在街头十字路口。在等待红绿灯的间隙，她重新摸出信纸，阅读起自己已经烂熟于心的字句。

乐儿：

当你收到这封信时，我已经去了另一个世界。你不必悲伤，因为我与你之间不过是一对萍水相逢、互相慰藉的陌生人而已。

我的死并没有什么值得难过的地方。如果唯一要说，只能叹一句时不予我。你也大可不必为痛恨过我而感到丝毫内疚，因为这两年来，我只是利用了你的青春美貌，为自己苟延残喘的生命增添一丝乐趣罢了。

我死之后，这笔钱属于你，你带着它们去任何你想去的地方，过你想过的生活。只是不必记得我，也不必再回顾我与你的过往。

去吧，我的姑娘，你拥有一双湛蓝色的眼睛，不要再让它们被我这样的罪人污染。我并不爱你，从不爱你，再见了。

胡佑明

信的末尾，是一个银行保险柜账号，102号，密码是她的生日和姓名拼写。乐儿尝试了几次，在“安乐”这个名字无法应答之后，哆嗦着双手，输入了“迟乐”二字。

保险柜开了，里面是张承志曾经带走的属于姐姐的全部财产，他将那些钱兑换成了等值的黄金。

那一刻起乐儿就明白了，连司机都能从模糊的碎片中认出她，更何况曾与她相处甚久的胡佑明。

他知道她是谁，知道，所以不认她。知道，所以由着她杀了自己。

胡佑明拿自己的命换了她的仇恨。他拿走姐姐的财产，精心策划了七年。他刻意在厕所的呕吐，暗示她黄楼的到来，还精心准备了和她常用维生素片相同大小的药丸，这一切，都是胡佑明故意为之，用来洗清她嫌疑的手段。

她拼了命地想要谋杀的那人，却拼了命地保护她。

他不爱她，他在信的末尾这样写着。

乐儿仰起头，任凭眼泪如细碎的流沙般顺着脸颊滑下。其实她明白的，一直都明白，张承志没有害死她姐姐。她从张承志看着姐姐的眼神里读出了自己的影子。那种无能为力的心疼与爱怜，是无法被掩藏的。

如今，当一切尘埃落定时，乐儿终于可以承认自己的爱意，也终于明白了胡佑明的初心。然而那又如何呢？

此刻，乐儿全身都被一种无法名状的痛苦包裹着。胡佑明也能看得见人眼中的色彩，他的这份能力似乎通过杀戮传染给了自己。那么张承志呢，在他面对这个世界时，他的双眸，到底是什么颜色，他看着自己的时候，自己的眼睛，又到底是血红色多，还是蓝色多一些呢？

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